Sebulan atau dua bulan sekali?

Kekerapan mengemaskini blog sudah semakin berkurangan. Daripada sebulan sekali, ke dua bulan sekali? I must either be too busy with real life, or too depressed to blog :p

Hari ini hari raya ke empat (Selamat Hari Raya, semua!) dan aku dalam hari percutian ke enam sejak hari Jumaat minggu lepas. Halfway through a 10-day break. Refreshed and revamped, hopefully, after spending some time with family. Unfortunately or not, the burden of office work still lurks somewhere at the peripherals of my mind.

Aku rindu pada saat-saat sebelum tahun 2010, di mana aku boleh tinggalkan kerja pejabat di pejabat dan fokus pada rumah dan keluarga. Sekarang sedang berusaha keras untuk kembali ke tahap fokus itu, walaupun pembahagian masa sudah haywire. I am doing my best to not think about work while at home.

Because truth be told, thinking about work at home is trying too hard and makes it worse. It is not like the challenges and problems go away immediately the more you think about it. It is more like the solutions come at the most unexpected time when you are not thinking about it. So I am getting to that mode, where I am consciously stepping out of the problem and focusing on things other than work, so I can return when the time comes and gets better at doing and solving things.

Bagi masalah terbaru yang datang pada hari pertama percutian, aku sekarang sedang bersedia secara mental dan emosi untuk pulang dan meminta maaf kepada pihak-pihak terbabit di atas kecuaian aku kerana tidak mengikut prosedur sepenuhnya. I know it is not enough, however I hope it makes things slightly better.

Jawapan Dato’ Khamis lepas melekat di fikiran:

The tips to be successful? One: be honest and sincere throughout your life. Two: Match your internal ideals with the national ideals as close as possible. Three: There is not substitute for hard work.

 

 

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2 thoughts on “Sebulan atau dua bulan sekali?

  1. Selamat Hari Raya 🙂 Your area ada open house tak mcm biasa ? 😀 … pesan Dato’ Khamis tu bagus .. teruskan usaha dan kerja anda 😉 …

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